I'm looking forward to the opportunity to welcome new members into our group, and to help support a few new mamas who will be giving birth this May and June.
Everything is, relatively, ok, now.
It's super hard to do, though, when the "mama" part of you is always mixed in. But, none of this is advised. I never would have believed that this blog would be, not the vehicle to great success in my last job, but possibly what brought my last job to its end. " was met with two responses: "I need you too" and "sorry, I'm very busy right now and I need more 'intellectual stimulation. " Does it sound a little too much like I'm God? I thought it was awesome, and sometimes felt as if the meeting was the warmest, most nurturing part of my life. I stared for a long time at the photos of her, many taken when her boys were babies.
Mostly I'm hoping Jonathan and his friends really enjoy their cookies. It feels very karmic. It's not color-coded, but it does include drip coffee and yogurt with toppings.
nanz decided it was time to increase their activities in the United States market. For my friends who come here to stay in touch with my life, I love you guys!
The miscarriage happened in the weeks leading up to the birth of Destiny's first child, my niece Nehalem.
I'm lucky, most of the items on my list are being done for me, especially since I'm bedridden without a husband in town. government, and we were getting some money from the state for our foster parent status, we could easily take care of our own responsibilities as well as a few needy souls. Come by and take her children for a walk, run to the park, or just engage in a wild game of peek-a-boo. I have an income, bosses who are indulgent of my crises, and lots of family and friends who are looking out for me.
Now that I'm doing it all again, I need to let go of that. I love to knit, and all, but that's just a bit further than I'm willing to go. It seems more than a year, maybe a decade?
We're into eating and talking about our real feelings about things and just helping each other get through the isolating time that is mamahood.
My life has been ultra-crazy in the past several weeks.
It certainly can't hurt to start the certification process, which takes up to a year. I didn't write about it then because I guess it didn't really strike me until the funeral.