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self-reliance bile


From: Ray Rosario
Subject: self-reliance bile
Date: Fri, 15 Sep 2006 19:39:31 +0700

Shegave lessons all day on Saturday, but on Sunday she was free. When they hadmet at the door, the light was behind him and she could not see hiseyes. Natural perhaps, but it hurt her, allthe same. Very well,then meet me at the Auditorium for lunch, and Ill write a chequefor it.
It was a terrible look; anguish and despair, and somethinglike entreaty. He was difficult about everything, and he madecriticisms that hurt ones feelings.
He struck her as terribly selfish andvain, and jealous of the man he called Clement.
She was frightened as she went upin the elevator, and tried not to think at all. It was from Sebastian, asking whether she could meet him for tea atthe Auditorium at five oclock.
He disappeared with Giuseppe, and Lucy sat down in the chair shehad quitted.
Mockford was already in, and Lucy thought he needed noencouragement.
Things took on their right relation, the trivialand disturbing shut out. There were not a great many people there, and inthe dusky light she easily found Sebastian. She drew back and would have run away if she could.
The basses, too; most of them Germans and Swedes.
There was a kind of fascination about Mockford, Lucy thought. But wont you comeout to dinner with me tonight, if youve no other engagement? It was a farce, that she should beplaying for Sebastian; just how had she ever got in for it?
Now, my dear, whatever did you mean by flying off like that thismorning? One evening Giuseppe knocked at her door,bringing a note from Sebastian. Not to have wrapped up and sent home, certainly;where would she put them? He had clung to a secret belief thathe would pick it up again, somewhere. While she was there the weather changed and a sullen winter rainset in.
But she felt sure that things were not like that with themnow. She had heard him explain over the telephone, to afriend just arrived from the Orient, that Mrs. Lucy found herself at the door with her hand on the knob. Itwas as if they were on the lonely spur of a mountain, enveloped bymist.
He came back, came and stood before her, but she could not look upuntil she heard her name. He happened to have no out-of-town engagement, so he was inChicago, in his studio.
We shall be gone eight days ormore; two oratorios and three recitals. Like spring, it was, to one coming in out ofthe wintry streets. I am happywhenever I think about you, and so are lots of people.
Themornings used to be dull and heavy here.
The telephone began to buzz, and she heard himbuild up the rest of his day and his evening.
I shouldnt bother you on Sunday, should I?
His spirits were high, and his vanityhad been flattered; he found Lucy Gayheart amusing.
Hetook the hand on his sleeve and held it between both his own.
And had he, in his uncanny way, sensedthat something went wrong yesterday? You eat a good breakfast today, I expect?
Yearsago if I had seen that thing in brutal type, I would have lain downand cried like a boy.

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